2003-04-30 1:24 a.m.

gotta become the holiday hill arts and crafts director extraordinaire. welcome back from cali me and molly. s cruz didn't have enuff surfers so i skipt it. i fail a calc exam, officially, tomorrow, unless i stay up all night. molly and i to columbia. unless i flunk calc of course. hrmmm. all i've done lately is cut on my knuckles. and i tried to give myself a cool scar below my right eye but it was too scary. next time next time next time why is it that i feel like doing that when i hang around with people who really really care about me and take care of me??? why why why do i do that why why why why. oh yes, i recall the reason. because it LOOKS COOL. goddamn it. not all tic tac toe board like in that god-awful flick about the girls' mental hospital from the sixties... just when it looks like battle scars and the like.

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